‌i feel like a teenager again

I come to bed with my journal and decided to play some old song(siavash ghomeishi) and write in my journal, but then i say ooof my hands are slippy because of the moistrizer and I have to Think anout alot of things and them i think about those times when i was a teenager and had plenty of time to writein different journals which I hused to have back then, f...k time is presious

 Evething is great, afew hours ago when i was making my herbal tea and feeling great about being free and healthy and independant, at the exact moment which i  close the lid of my starbucks mug i said: god i love my life and this was the very first time in my life that i actually felt happy and satisfied. Thank god for everything I have and everything i ll get soon😇y